everything is until dawn’s fault

i wrote the first thing i’ve written in weeks and its utter trash. then i nearly broke down in tears at the gym. wtf is my life. 

i also kind of want to stop seeing this guy who’s been really good to me. just because i don’t feel anything. because i wont let myself feel anything. i’m numb and i’m not a fan.

#@god why must i suffer this bullshit?

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