everything is until dawn’s fault
i wrote the first thing i’ve written in weeks and its utter trash. then i nearly broke down in tears at the gym. wtf is my life.
i also kind of want to stop seeing this guy who’s been really good to me. just because i don’t feel anything. because i wont let myself feel anything. i’m numb and i’m not a fan.
#@god why must i suffer this bullshit?